...contemplating goodbyes....

...tonight i sit alone in the spare bedroom of my stephy's home with a heart breaking from contemplating saying good bye to her tomorrow evening. it hurts so badly to leave her. if there were a way to stay and go, i would...

...tonight i wish you were here so i could cry on a shoulder...

...mountains....

...drove to mt. baker with steph & matthew today. the mountain scenery makes me breathe easier. wish you'd been around to share the lord of the rings-esque scenery....

...coffee...

...i love coffee. i love sharing a cup of coffee with people i love, someday i think we'll share coffee together....

...good news...

...i love getting good news. i just heard one of my friends is expecting. this is always the most joyous news, i'm so excited i could dance a jig. if you were here, you'd probably laugh at me...

....waking up late...

...today I slept in. 'twas glorious and beautiful. woke to the morning sounds and a little sunshine peeking through the curtains...

...wish you were here....

hello seattle

...yesterday i arrived in seattle to see friends. when we landed, immediately, i started singing the owl city song 'hello seattle' in my head. if you had been with me, i would've burst into song to you...

...wish you were...

...last week...

last week was hard. i cried myself to sleep for the first time in months on tuesday morning. losing a friend is hard. and it's harder when you're alone. i was sad and i wished you had been here.