...i think about you...

...i think about you always. you have never left the sacred place you hold. i just don't talk about it anymore to people...

...through your eyes...

...through your eyes, the world was better. it was brighter, funnier, far more of a place of wonder than I ever knew. you changed my eyes to see like you. because of you, i see the world better. i know myself more, i can make things better for people around me. because of seeing the world through your eyes....

...through your eyes, love was grander. it was deeper, more adventurous, and a place of more thrill than the most extreme activity. it was more than i ever knew, because of you, i loved more fully, i learned to forgive more deeply, and fly to places of emotion i never knew existed. because of seeing love through your eyes....

...through your eyes, hope never ceased. forgiveness was always present. the promise of 'i'll be right here and all will be well' was always sure. trust became real again, i knew i wasn't alone. because of you, picking up the phone wasn't a chore, but a delight. simple words became secret language, laughter made distance seem like you were beside me. surety. trust. i knew you were there. and all was well, through your eyes....

...through your eyes....how i miss your eyes...how i miss seeing the world in your eyes. how i miss loving so fervently through your eyes...i miss it all...i miss your eyes....

...always....

...one word. so small. means so much. it will be always...always in my heart...always love...always you...always....

 

...hold me...

...if you were here would you hold me? would you let me cry away the stress of the last few days? i just want you to hold me tonight because today i'm finding it hard to be me...

....irreplaceable...

....irreplaceable...no one will ever be you, no one will ever move me the way you do, no one will ever be you...after all this time...i still wish i could have you in my life....it's not the same without you....

...just one more...

...the other day i caught myself thinking, 'if i could just see/talk/hold you one more time...then i realized that no, that's not enough. one more time...isn't enough. i'd wish for more always...maybe i'm greedy, but i do wish for more than just one more time...