...happy....

....i'm happy. i like me when i'm happy. i wish i could share the happy me with you....

....to fall asleep in your arms...

...some nights there's nothing more that i wish for than to fall asleep in your arms. you've taken a long time to get here and i miss you....

...there's this girl...

...that is driving me crazy. i alternately want to smack her and feel sorry for her all at the same time. how do i deal with this. i wish i could console a cup of coffee and ask your advice....

...sunsets...

...carrie and i chased a sunset again last night. probably a favorite fall activity. there's something soul-soothing about sunsets in the mountains. i'm sure you'd love it....

...racing...

...yesterday we 'ran 4 their lives' and it was an incredible morning. spent it with three fabulous women. couldn't have asked for a better morning.....

...the avett brothers...

...went to an avett brothers concert last night. so amazing. they played "january wedding" and I'm pretty certain that'd be a perfect way to propose....

....the blue ridge mountains...

...i am in love with the blue ridge mountains. they are gorgeous beyond words descriptions. wouldn't it be nice to see them together....

...fall in virginia....

...living here in the fall really makes me want to fall in love. i hope you come along in life during the fall....

...apple festival...

...went to the apple festival in bedford with nate & morgan today. it was so much fun. would have been fun if you'd had been there too....

...living...

...let's just live. whatever happens...happens.....

i wanna

i wanna drink in your face
like water on a hot day...
i wanna drown in your words
lost in a sea of your voice...
i wanna feel my bones shake
when you look at me that way...
i wanna breathe deeper
see farther and hold tighter...
i wanna feel the ground to quake
under me when your near...
i wanna see the sparks fly
when you touch me...
i wanna feel the quiver
in one stolen kiss...

...watching tv...

...some day, i know i will look forward to the ability to watch tv alone. today is not that day. and i am not looking for my parents as company either....

...waking up...

...i woke up this evening from my third shift stupor and really wish there had been someone who i coulda called and asked for some food....