rage.
yell.
scream.
holler.
do anything.
just don't leave me nothing.
malice.
anger.
wrath.
fire.
anything at all.
but do not ignore me.
malign.
deride.
tear apart.
hurt me even.
just do not pretend I do not exist.
when you leave me with silence
it feels like
i do not exist to you.
when you leave me with silence
....i might as well be dead.
Don't leave me here...cold, alone....
int he silence....
rage at me.
just don't leave me with the silence.
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Thursday, June 21, 2012
...i will hold you tight in my dreams...
"...friendship overflowing but to me you cannot be replaced....i will hold you tight in my dreams, though you're gone you're not as distant as it seems..."
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
...you're everywhere...
...every character in TV Shows i love, every super hero carries shades of you, every book i read, every flicker of beauty i encounter, moment of joy, happiness or brightness in my life....i see you. my heart feels your heart in it. you're everywhere...i cannot escape you, even after all this and all this time..you're everywhere...
Sunday, June 17, 2012
...when i miss you most...
...at the end of a busy day filled with family...when there's been events going on...when my heart hurts for my loved ones around me & I carry the burden alone...when i close the doors to my bedroom and carry my heavy heart to bed...alone...
...i miss you then...and wish you were here...
...i miss you then...and wish you were here...
Friday, June 15, 2012
...irreplaceable....
...you told me that i was irreplaceable...turns out you replaced me faster than anything. maybe you lied...
...don't look me in the eye...
...no longer can i look any human being in the eye. i've been broken down so low, stripped...bare...empty...don't look me in the eye, for you'll see a scared and shivering little girl...
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
...paper flowers...
....not in a million years...
...not if all the world crashed around us...
...never would I...
...have left you cold & speechless...
...not one harsh word...
...no matter how angry...
...not ever would I...
...have ever flitted away...
...and sought another kiss...
...my heart cracked under yours...
...your words left me alone...
...never would I have...
...hurt with words...
...used like a rag to toss...
...dreamed of ever harming...
...you know my heart....
...and left it alone to die...
...calculated & curt...
...never would I...
...have left your side...
...but all I got...
...all you gave...
...with hurtful words...
...hollow memories...
...broken pieces...
...and paper flowers....
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