...hugs....

...tonight I could use any variation of hugs you would be willing to give me....

...advocate....

...it's hard to not have a defender, an advocate in human form. but for now Jesus is. but it does make me miss you some days...

...sensitive...

...sometimes i'm far too sensitive. and social media doesn't help....

...friends....

...tonight i spent the evening with laura and jon. they are so awesome and i love them. you will too. hurry up and get here so you can meet them! :) ....

...bad dates....

....bad dates make me miss you more than anything. why do i attract losers? i just want to have a nice time, with a attractive fellow who interests me...

...the list....

...tonight i talked about you. not that i know who you are precisely yet. but the dream of you, that list of qualities i pray you to have. it made me want you to be here now, could you hurry up already?...

...there's this thing....

...called coffee that guys tend to ask you join them for when they're testing the water. i hate it. it's awkward and murky. and i'm not excited about the latest attempt at the murkiness....

...dream job....

...last night a dear friend asked me what my dream job would be. writing. teaching. ministering to women. breathing life into people.....

...talk to me...

...talk to me, i'm torn...i could get lost in a voice like yours...
~ a rocket to the moon ~

....when i'm confused...

...it's amazing how much pain can set in from confusion.....

...other women....

...sometimes women destroy with words, and sometimes they heal. thankfully i have more healers than harmers in my life....

...lonely nights...

...lonely nights are the hardest....

...alone....

...i'm alone tonight. sittin in mama's bed waiting for sleep to steal me away. i miss you most on night's like this....

...when he calls...

...when he calls me, i miss you less. there might be something to that....