...i just want you...

...so, i'm gonna throw this out there and just pray. i don't know where the burden of responsibility to fix things lies....and honestly, i'm not concerned. what i want to - tell you is, i'm miserable when you're not around. and its not because i'm assuming the worst. it's because YOU are gone and i just want your presence. it has nothing to do with fear, insecurity or people. i want you. it is just that simple.
you're one of the best things in my life and i cant bear for you to be gone.
and i mean you. not because you're good to me (which you are) but because of all that you are - good, bad and everything in between. i'm gonna leave you with that and wait. Thanks for praying for us....

...defender....

...sometimes you just want someone to put their arms around you, stand between you and the hurt and defend you. this girl needs a defender daily...

...books...

...i love books. i love buying books. i love sharing when i found a good buy with someone. i love sharing quirky books with someone...i wish you were tonight...

...do not like it...

...i don't like it when i know there are women throwing themselves at men. it makes me miss you...

...when you know....

...when you know about someone, you just know. he asked me if i had an answer from god. i do. how i got it? i don't know, i just know. no logical explanation, I just know....

...saying goodnight....

...everything in me wants to hear you say goodnight to me every night of forever...

...cute messages...

...yesterday i got the most adorable voicemail left for me. i wonder if you'll do that for me....

...mornings like this....

...i wish you were here and could give me a hug. i hate seeing my parents like this...